Saint James Infirmary

I've Got Me Some Of Those Saint James Infirmary Blues

Friday, August 27, 2004

It's All Over Now

I'm tired of extending myself. I can't keep letting myself ride the emotional rollercoaster that I've been on. No matter what I do it's going to hurt, but now I've decided that pulling the band-aid off as quick as possible is the best thing to do. It will hurt for a little bit, but then it will be over.

At this point, I'm watching out for myself. I don't know why I've been so considerate because she sure hasn't.

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Good Riddance

How can people just push aside all the experiences and people from the last four years of their life? Good, bad, or indifferent; they were a part of your life. Those are years that help shape the person you become.

I'm looking forward to college as a new start, but I'm not going to pretend that high school never happened or that I never I met the people who were a part of those years. Granted, there are some who I will make more of an effort to keep in contact with than others, but I'm not going to erase anybody.

I'm looking forward to the future, but I'm not going to forget the past.

Monday, August 23, 2004

I'm Still Standing

So much going on right now. It's hard to balance it all.

I'm totally looking forward to college though. I'm looking forward to meeting people who are similiar to myself.