tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38396242011-09-08T19:46:29.299-07:00I've Got Me Some Of Those Saint James Infirmary BluesJake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.comBlogger1301100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1125989011853327192005-09-05T23:43:00.000-07:002005-09-05T23:44:06.146-07:00

Best day at Bumbershoot ever! I watched comedians all day long. It was awesome. And after the shows I got to meet Nick Swardson, Todd Barry, and Craig Robinson. And I got their signatures. It was amazing. Nick Swardson hugged me. And then Ruslan and I saw him later and he was like "I hugged these two guys!" and pointed at us.It was great. All of it.

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I hate the way I act towards her sometimes. She doesn't deserve it. We used to playfully make fun of each other, essentially it was how we flirted with each other. We still kind of do it. But recently I've gotten a lot meaner towards her. I tell myself that she's OK with it and that she knows what I'm doing. And I do believe that a little part of her does. But I think that most of her is actually

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High Fidelity is quite possibly one of the best movies ever. It makes my top five list with a bullet. It is also the movie that introduced me to John Cusack and what an awesome actor he is.This movie makes me want to own a record store and be broken hearted.

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I could care less if she doesn't want to be friends with me anymore. I had been thinking exactly that even before I saw her today. For approximately the last year she has caused more trouble for me than she is worth.I don't need her. I already have six friends who I value way more than her.

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I'm going crazy. I gotta get away from my house, away from my family. Hang out with friends.Anything as long as it isn't here.

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Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me.

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You would swearThat the one who would care for youWould never leaveShe promised and said "You will always be safe here with me"But promises open a door to be broken to me

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The question now is, do I play the game (that I detest ever so much) with her? Thus giving her a taste of her own medicine.Or do I simply break down and talk to her? Thus cutting this whole thing off at the pass.Those that I talk with about the matter insist that I try and beat her at her own game, but my mind, heart, and soul insist that I just get it over with and have the talk.Neither option

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Worst Thursday in a long time. What was this "We're gonna play one game of 'Shout About Movies' and then not do shit for the rest of the night." Oh, and "We're gonna let Jake sit in the corner all by himself and not try to include him."I'm tired of the bullshit. At times I think back to when I was constantly left to my own devices on a weekend and say, "Those were good times. When it was just me

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My heart and mind are weary from the burdens that have been placed upon them over the last few days. I don't know how to unburden myself of these issues either. That's the worst part.How easily can I be expected to willingly alienate my best friend from the amazing group of people that I live with? One should never be required to accomplish these tasks.The above task is even harder when I feel

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Bday Countdown: 1 day.I'm so excited.

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Well, I finally did it and my mind is clearer than it has been for about a week or so now. The outcome of our talk was good, things have been brought into the open and nothing has been ruled out. Definitely good. And I'm hopeful.Bday Countdown: 3 days.

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Why do I completely lack the ability to discuss certain topics with a girl? Specifically with the girl I like and the fact that I like her and that I sense she might like me back and that I think we should consider our feelings for each other.Why can't I put myself out there? Why do I have to have a fear of rejection?Blah.

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Oh god. I'm dying. I haven't worked out since February and I went and killed it today.Ok. Maybe I'm not dying. But it sure feels that way. It will all pay off in the end though.If you see me passed out on my back, please roll me onto my side so that I don't drown in my own vomit/drool/both. Thanks.

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The DVD game "Scene It?" is definitely not as good as I thought it would be.Suck.

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Have you ever gotten not necessarily mad, but bothered and you couldn't tell why? Yeah, that's how I've been for the last hour or so. I was hanging out with a bunch of my friends and two other people (one that I hang out with a lot and one who I'm cool with) join the lot of us. But there was just something about their presence that really got under my skin. So now I'm in a kind of rainy mood.But

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I've got a pretty good buzz going right now.My Dad and I have been doing shots and drinking beers together.I have a pretty cool Dad.

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I don' t know why some people make such a big deal out of Valentine's Day being so horrible. I had a good day. Hung out with some of my good friends. Saw Hitch with my non-Valentine. And later this week I should be receiving home-baked cookies from my real, but long-distance Valentine.

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I lost my iPod. My musical heart and soul weep in despair at the loss of their lifeblood. I cling to the thin hope that it might turn up, but there's a 99.9% chance that it won't. Hopefully this time I will beat the odds.

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Boy, you're gonna carry that weight,Carry that weight a long time.Boy, you're gonna carry that weight,Carry that weight a long time.

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What a horrible weekend. Nothing went my way. It was all about plans not going as planned. So now I'm in a bit of a funk that doesn't look like it will be completely lifted until this next weekend. Go figure.

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I don't have to explain anything I say on here to anybody. And that's just how it is.

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Good Friends + A Good Movie = Good Times

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1105432381243162662005-01-11T01:34:00.000-08:002005-01-11T12:54:48.890-08:00

I am completely liberated from her now and I feel better than ever. It was a funny sort of weekend and the future is brimming with possibilities. Also, I really love living in the dorms. I've made so many great friends. And I get to put myself into odd little bets.

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1105263714320771782005-01-09T01:42:00.000-08:002005-01-11T00:28:16.066-08:00

Working for A&A (the company I work for now instead of IKEA because of outsourcing) is officially bullshit. The few times that I need something from them it becomes a battle. I'm tired of it. Also, since when did I become a Bridge Over Troubled Water?

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1104643367706772832005-01-01T21:30:00.000-08:002005-01-01T21:22:47.706-08:00

What better way to kick off 2005 than with a review of my 2004? 2004: A Review of Jake's Year January - April: Pretty good overall. School was going well, getting ready for AP tests. Relationship had its ups and downs, but was good overall. That's about all I can remember for the first four months of '04. May: My birthday month! And it was an awesome 18th birthday. Lots of friends and family.

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1104353727965482102004-12-29T12:56:00.000-08:002004-12-29T12:55:27.966-08:00

Why are superheroes so damned awesome? It should almost be a crime for them to be so kick ass.

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It's nice to finally have a friend who will hang out at 1 in the morning. Someone who's idea of late really is late. Also, I think I want to win her back. But I'm not sure. I'm not sure if a) it's possible or b) it's wise. I also would have no idea as to where to begin. It would also probably helped if I had some kind of a badass factor going for me, but I don't. Although someone told me that

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Spent some quality time with my dad and brother today. It was a lot of fun. Even though I had to get up at 2:30 am to do it. After quality time I just lounged around my house all evening. Watched Return of the King. The extended version is good. I'm starting to get a little worried about my job at IKEA. Not only does it suck working for the new company, but I don't even know what kind of hours

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1103284901102577842004-12-17T04:02:00.000-08:002004-12-17T04:01:41.103-08:00

Well, I didn't get the position in Self-Serve Warehouse. The manager said that I had a great interview and application, but she just needed someone with availability a little more open than my own. Oh well, there are other departments hiring right now. We'll see. Ocean's 12, not that good. But Broadway Grill is good. So is hanging out with a group of good friends from the dorms. All in all, a

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1103191385234182422004-12-16T02:03:00.000-08:002004-12-16T02:03:05.233-08:00

Its all done. I'm done with my quarter. All I have to do is turn in my completed portfolio tomorrow and then I can go home. We'll see if they can tell that I tried to coast through english.

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1103172221803113112004-12-15T20:43:00.000-08:002004-12-15T20:43:41.803-08:00

I'm desperately trying to finish my english portfolio. Its not hard, just tedious. And the instructor was a little vague about some requirements of the final portfolio. But with every revision, I get closer to being done. And I'm through with the hardest papers, so that's a plus.

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1102929827208076982004-12-13T01:21:00.000-08:002004-12-13T01:23:47.206-08:00

I like being the nice guy. The one who's thoughful and caring. It suits me. And other people tell me that it suits me. They also tell me that being the nice guy is a good thing. But why don't I feel the same way sometimes. And why is being the nice guy not getting me ahead at this point in my life? What's up with that?

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1102887112734981142004-12-12T13:31:00.000-08:002004-12-12T13:31:52.733-08:00

I had an interview yesterday for IKEA's Self-Serve Warehouse. I feel like it went very well and at the end the interviewer said that I had "a great interest form and a great interview." I'm going to take that as good sign. But who knows. I will know tomorrow though. Here's to good luck.

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1102674007654648672004-12-10T02:20:00.000-08:002004-12-10T02:20:07.653-08:00

Holy shit. Deck the Hall Ball was so awesome! Everybody put on amazing sets. Except Modest Mouse. Their set was only OK. But Franz Ferdinand more than made it all worth it. Franz is an exceptional live band. Tonight at the concert, I saw both sides of going to a rock 'n' roll concert. On one hand, I almost got into a fight, but my buddy from the dorms stepped in and cooled us out. On the other

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1101800086637803512004-11-29T23:30:00.000-08:002004-11-29T23:34:46.636-08:00

Why do I every-so-often insist on figuratively shooting myself in the head? Am I a part-time masochist? Or am I just part-time stupid? It seemed so relevant at the time. Damned theoretical questions bred out of introspection. "Would you ever think about getting back together?", I queried. And then tripping into a split-second blind rage in response to her answer that sounded like she assumed

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When you're weary, feeling small When tears are in your eyes, I will dry them all. I'm on your side. When times get rough, And friends just can't be found.

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1101552788891817792004-11-27T02:47:00.000-08:002004-11-27T02:53:08.890-08:00

This Thanksgiving weekend has been pretty alright so far. Playing FFX until 4 o'clock in the morning was tight. Alexander was tight. Laser AC/DC with Ruslan was tight. Meeting Courtney at Dennys in Issaquah after Laser AC/DC was tight. We'll see what the rest of the weekend brings. Heartbreak is a bitch. But at least you're feeling something for another person. I miss it. The good, the bad, and

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1101204959144165582004-11-23T02:05:00.000-08:002004-11-23T02:15:59.143-08:00

I get to meet Patti. I'm so excited. In other news, I'm playing relationship helper for some people I live with. Its cool because I like helping people, but it also kind of sucks because I don't have a relationship of my own and I haven't had one for four months now. And in other other news, What does she want from me? Everytime we hang out she has a problem with something I'm doing. Either I'm

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1100603813939618972004-11-16T03:15:00.000-08:002004-11-16T09:07:42.616-08:00

Tonight Courtney, Liz, and I created a new game. It's called "Exchange O' Information." You essentially ask questions about whatever and everybody answers the question. It really starts to get fun at 1:30 am when everybody is a little tired.

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1100249339974484512004-11-12T00:43:00.000-08:002004-11-12T00:48:59.973-08:00

I got my tattoo today. Its the runic symbol for strength on my upper right arm. It looks really good. It didn't really hurt either. I just felt like a bunch of tiny pinches. And now it kind of feels like a slight sunburn. Not painful at all.

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1099733571186452272004-11-06T01:32:00.000-08:002004-11-06T01:33:23.480-08:00

iPods are so much fun. I love mine.

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1099301273073080532004-11-01T01:31:00.000-08:002004-11-01T01:31:15.086-08:00

Halloween weekend debauchery: -Riding the bus to Renton with Gloria (Morning Glory). -Having a really good conversation with Christina, my next door neighbor. -Falling asleep in Rachel's room until 4:30 am. -Receiving a parking fine for parking overnight behind my dorm hall. -Shopping for Rocky Horror Picture Show costumes. I was Eddie. -Eating at Dick's. -Watching Rocky Horror Picture Show with

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1098609203510472472004-10-24T02:10:00.000-07:002004-10-24T02:13:23.510-07:00

It looks like my $4000 weekend may actually be more like a $7000 - $8000 weekend. That's awesome.

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1098516381430717692004-10-23T00:23:00.000-07:002004-10-23T00:26:21.430-07:00

Today I bought an Izod Lacoste cardigan for $15 and a Christian Dior scarf for $12 at Atlas Clothing on Capital Hill. It was an amazing day for shopping. But now my primary concern is the $4000 weekend I'm about to have.

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Boy oh boy was I tired today. I could barely keep my eyes open in Anthropology lecture today. But FIG was fun and I think English 131 satisfied me more today than it ever has. I rode the bus out to Northgate Mall today. It was very fun. I got to spend some time with myself and not feel compelled to socialize. That was a pleasant side-effect of going to the mall. The main reason I went out there

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1098173731601455002004-10-19T01:11:00.000-07:002004-10-19T01:15:31.600-07:00

Jim Gaffigan is hilarious. Definately a great comedian.

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1098090075463716252004-10-18T01:55:00.000-07:002004-10-18T02:06:14.100-07:00

The IKEA 10th Anniversary Party was alright. Nothing to brag about. But the food was superb. In another aspect of my life, I think the White Stripes/Burt Bacharach said it best: "I just don't know what to do with myself."

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1097923401773614112004-10-16T03:41:00.000-07:002004-10-16T03:43:21.773-07:00

Ten people crowded into a dorm room is not the best way to watch Lost in Translation. Only 1/5 of us liked it.

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1097832279633420642004-10-15T02:24:00.000-07:002004-10-15T02:24:39.633-07:00

The highlight of tonight was definately bubble tea and intense games of Jenga with Liz.

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Sleeping in the study lounge, Spider-Man 2 in the HUB, hall parties, listening to a couple of guys jam on their guitars in the lounge, generally hanging out and having a good time, and walking Sally back to McMahon then walking back to Lander are some of the really fun things that I do at college.

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1097657723817050042004-10-13T01:55:00.000-07:002004-10-13T01:55:23.816-07:00

I worked out today for the first time in ages and I felt really good afterwards. I think I'm going to keep it up. America (The Book) - A Citizen's Guide to Democracy Inaction is really funny. I've only read four pages of it and the rest of it looks promising. Its the 13th already. I'm nervous, but excited. She hasn't been apart of my life for too long. We'll see how it goes.

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IHoP at midnight with two people that you know and a bunch that you just met is extremely awesome. Laughter and fun were the results.

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Maddie and Julie are so cool. They let me take a nap on the floor of their room for an hour and a half. But then they told me that I snore. So they are a little less cool.

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Christopher Reeve September 25, 1952 - October 10, 2004 Rest in peace.

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My anthropology lecture today was interesting. I really like that class. I got back from class, lounged around for a bit and then started to wander my floor. I went and talked to Julie and Maddie for a little bit and then Courtney and Liz joined us. By this point I was getting pretty hungry so Courtney, Liz, and myself went and ate lunch together. Lunch was a lot of fun because both Liz and

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When I woke up today I was still feeling the effects of the pie. It was horrible because my stomach was being ravaged and I had to sit through a hour long lecture. But I soldiered through it and after I got some lunch in me I was feeling pretty dapper. Lunch did not save me from my two hour english class that was pure torture to attend today. It was just long and boring and the professor is

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1097130537303739002004-10-06T23:28:00.000-07:002004-10-06T23:49:51.346-07:00

I put myself through the most painful physical experience ever tonight. I participated in the All Hall Brawl Pie Eating Contest. I had to eat a chocolate meringue pie. It was good for the first two bites and then it was terrible. The chocolate pudding was so thick that when I had a mouthful I couldn't breathe and it was in my noise. I don't remember how many times I almost threw-up during the

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I'm being a good student and doing all my homework and studying early, but then my evenings are boring as hell. When I'm not busy and looking for something to do, everybody is doing their work. I guess I could just study more. Or not.

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I really love you, Oh you're my best friend.

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This weekend when I went home I also stopped by IKEA. I picked up my schedules for the next couple of weeks and I also ran into my boss. She decided to give me my review for bonus day while I was there. To cut to the quick: a 5 means you're an awesome coworker and I scored a 6.75. When bonus day comes around, this score will translate into a dollar value. I'm pretty confident that I could easily

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My grandfather passed away tonight. He's the second grandparent that I've lost.

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Life up at the UW is grand. All of the people living on the second floor of Lander Hall are great people. I really like most of the people living there. Everybody around my room is really cool. Its a very social floor. And everybody likes good music, which is a definite plus. I love the classes I'm taking too. They seem like they will be a lot of fun. Especially my anthropology class. Its cool

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You really don't know how bad I feel because I forgot. I truly am sorry.

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Living in a dorm and college life is so much fun. I love it. I love everything about it so far. I'm totally looking forward to the rest of the year. Let's see how classes go when they begin tomorrow though. I'll post more later when I have time.

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Well, my dad took off to see my grandpa this morning. He won't be back until Sunday or Monday. I was really disappointed when he left. I'm not going to see him for a week or more because by the time he gets back I'll be off at school. He didn't even say anything to me about school or moving out. My uncle who was with us also wished me good luck in school, but own father didn't even mention it. I

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Not much has happened the last few days. Just a lot of getting ready for school. But there are somethings that standout. Monday: Shopping. Went to the Factoria Nordstrom Rack where I bought a merino wool sweater that is uber-cool and a Lucky Brand fur-lined corduroy coat. Later that day I went to Southcenter where I got a cool pair of vintage style Reeboks and a cool pair of Adidas. Tuesday:

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The other day I went to Best Buy and bought $65 in CDs. Out of all the music I bought, right now I am being drawn to the songs that are the most solemn. I think a lot of it has to do with the fact that in a week I will be moving away from the places and people that I have been around for the last 18 years. Granted, I will only be right up in the U District and coming home on the weekends, but it

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On Wednesday I officialy became an Eagle Scout. I never really realized what a big deal it was to people until that night. I just hope I can live up to the expectations. Also it was really cool to see all the people who showed up to my Court of Honor, even though a couple of key people were missing from the audience. That was disappointing, but I understand the natures of their absences. On

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One year ago today I lost my first car after owning it for only a month. Rest in peace Gran Torino. You are missed.

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Today was my last day in Builder's Room. I'm going to miss it. Building furniture is fun. I am quite relieved that I didn't have to go on the second date tonight. Like I said before, she's not really my type, and the first date didn't go so well I feel. Instead I went out with the guys to Applebee's for half-price appetizers and all-you-can-eat riblets. One problem though, they cut us off after

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I feel like a zombie. I've felt like one for the last couple of weeks. All I've done is work and sleep. Occasionally interupted by some computer time. In other news, the girl is nice enough. But she's not really my type. And I might not have to go on the second date with her. Which would be a bit of a relief. Also, Elvis Costello is an amazing musician.

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1095062352576943772004-09-13T01:55:00.000-07:002004-09-13T00:59:12.576-07:00

I might be in with her, but is she in with me? I don't know yet. Also, Resident Evil: Apocalypse wasn't as bad as I originally thought it would be.

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We'll see this evening and Tuesday if I am in. You never know.

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I've been doing a lot better since I decided to start watching out for myself. It definitely feels good.

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I did it. It wasn't as painful as I thought it would be. It was kind of awkard though. I feel a lot better though. Like a burden has been lifted from my back.

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I'm tired of extending myself. I can't keep letting myself ride the emotional rollercoaster that I've been on. No matter what I do it's going to hurt, but now I've decided that pulling the band-aid off as quick as possible is the best thing to do. It will hurt for a little bit, but then it will be over. At this point, I'm watching out for myself. I don't know why I've been so considerate because

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1093423714555565722004-08-25T01:41:00.000-07:002004-08-25T02:51:10.896-07:00

How can people just push aside all the experiences and people from the last four years of their life? Good, bad, or indifferent; they were a part of your life. Those are years that help shape the person you become. I'm looking forward to college as a new start, but I'm not going to pretend that high school never happened or that I never I met the people who were a part of those years. Granted,

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So much going on right now. It's hard to balance it all. I'm totally looking forward to college though. I'm looking forward to meeting people who are similiar to myself.

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Song of the Moment: Willie Nelson - Funny How Time Slips Away

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I felt better today than I have for the last few days.

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I love her and am completely frustrated with her at the same time. But above all else, I miss her. Being apart is for the best in the long run. Everthing is getting better though.

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An old friend is always a good person to hang out with.

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Work is good. I still have a couple good friends. But I still have things to deal with.

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I worked a total of nine hours today. And I interviewed for a new department. There aren't any openings right now, but when there is I have a really good chance of getting into the department. And I'm going to get temp hours in this department so that I can get a feel for it. Awesome. Work is going really well for me right now. I can't say that about other parts of my life, but I'll deal. I'll

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I'm tired of always having make things happen for myself. Why can't somebody else make something happen? I have friends that mean a lot to me, but I don't feel like I mean a lot to them. Why can't I have a friend that I feel like I mean a lot to?

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1092429368566674182004-08-13T13:32:00.000-07:002004-08-13T13:36:08.566-07:00

The Hives' new album rocks. So does The Killers' album. And Coheed and Cambria. Aural pleasure continues.

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I did it. My confidence is boosted by like ten now. I'm totally happy now. It made my day at work yesterday. It did not help make my day at work today. Work today was stressful, but gratifying. When someone who doesn't normally deal with my department compliments my work for the day, I'm going to take that as a good sign.

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Two hours until work. The excitement is killing me. Sike!

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I need to get rid of the fear of rejection that is holding me back. I have nothing to lose by asking. Other than that, my life is starting to get back on track. Somethings could be better, but I'm not gonna sweat them too much right now. Tomorrow shall be a fun filled day. A day full of donating bodily fluids, working on my car, getting a free gift from IKEA, smacking golf balls at the driving

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I've got to admit that it's getting better. A little better all the time.

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I'm glad that I had a BBQ and some good friends showed up. It helped a lot to be around people that I've known for years and years. It was comfortable. Now, it's off to dream land where anything can happen.

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Now it's off to succumb to the dark embrace of sleep.  If only it's ability to render oneself completely carefree could last throughout one's waking hours.

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How can life be totally awesome and totally not awesome at the same time? I think I'm being dueced.

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Bad news comes don't you worry even when it lands, Good news will work its way to all them plans.

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I wish I always had exactly the right words to say at exactly the right time. I was not gifted with that capacity however.

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What have I become my sweetest friend?

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The holidays are almost here and I work in retail. That translates into absolutely no fun. Holiday season in retail sucks. And Old Navy is going to try and make me spend even more of my free time there than I want to.

Jake Swankehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00887471317480053134noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3839624.post-1068888756496070292003-11-15T01:32:00.000-08:002003-11-15T01:33:06.170-08:00

I hate my Oldsmobile. It sucks. I miss my Gran Torino. It was much too young to die. RIP Torino

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Yeah, style analysis is boring. And biology is boring. So together, they make the most boringest day ever.

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